A Bump in the Road

Recently something happened in my life that has rearranged my plans for the future once again. This seems to be the going theme of my life lately. The last 2 years have been a whirlwind and I for the most part have taken it all in stride, but it's catching up to me now. I don't know what to do now, I feel lost and sad and like I'm drowning. I feel I have no one to talk to even though I'm surrounded by people who love me. Someone told me it's just a bump in the road. Well that's my entire life...one...big..bump. I just need a break, I'm tired of life and of getting the raw end of the deal. I need for something to go right and to fit in, I 'm tired of feeling out of place. I just want it to end sometimes. I always put others before me but for once I would like to be selfish.  I know my life isn't horrible but it feels so alone sometimes, so meaningless. Please God help me through this and make me whole again.